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Hi all...I'm in the throes of recovery now and it seems that practically everything that was important to me before has fallen away, at least for now: my interest in my music, my desire to reconcile with my two estranged daughters, my writing, and so on. Before this happened, I was making attempts at doing these things and judging myself as a slacker if I didn't at least try. Now I just don't care, and it's a relief. I don't do much of anything during the day except make my meals, write a few emails, and wash my clothes. Other than that I just follow what comes up or what I feel like doing in the moment. This way of living would have put me on a serious guilt trip before...haha! But I don't feel like I need to fix myself anymore. I don't even care about my bodily ailments or the fact that I've been housebound for 3 years or so...kind of weird for me, but I'm not questioning it! To me, all of this seems to indicate that JOL is definitely working (and daily SDA is a big help, too).

Have any of you experienced something similar during recovery?